2010

New year resolutions again! Yes, one whole entire year flew past like this, and very very soon, I’ll be in Beijing for my SEP. So anyway, I still find new year resolutions a damn good way of motivating yourself by setting targets (whether realistic or not). Plus, it can be treated as a brand new start if necessary. BUT! Because of the presents, the decorations, the red and white everywhere, snowmans, reindeers, my santa earrings, lightings, christmas trees, turkey, ham, parties, candy canes, I love christmas much more. Okay, that’s besides the point.

So anyway, I was having some non-fat & non-whip toffee nut latte (something I just picked up from him!) with Wei Jian just last night, after not seeing or meeting him since 38037430243 days ago. We were talking about a whole load of things, from school, to movies, to relationships and to new year resolutions, didn’t see 8 plus turn to 11 plus. Thanks for a good coffee and chat!

2009 has been a whirlpool of events, dramatic and all. But I think it ended off great. And of course, things will just get better. I hope. Haha. I figured, I should stop being so scared of taking risks. I want to be adventurous, try new stuffs, take bigger steps in life, mature, know myself better and treat myself the way I deserve to be. I want to be happy and I know how to now. With you.

I love us.

I deserve a chance to be happy don’t I?

Now, I just wanna be slimmer and more proportionate to you.

Weight has always been an issue to me. Goodness, this is gonna be one honest post. Since forever (okay, since jc year 2), I’ve been on a mission to lose weight, but it happens a little bit at a time. So yea, not much progress you see. Cause I’m lazy, and I have my weakness to certain types of food. Yesterday was a shocker, I mean, someone says you lost ‘a lot of weight’ but then he added, ‘he needs to eat more so that he’ll be proportionate to you’. What the fuck, I’m too big for him?!

Ah well, touchy touchy topic, guys should really really really learn to stay off this particular topic. I mean, fine, you’re direct and honest, but care about the lady’s feelings? I’m absolutely pissed off and upset. Spoilt my night.

So yes, mission to lose weight must continue to be in progress but on the fast track! See, new year new resolution. I realised, most females’ new year resolutions are to lose weight. HAHAHA.

On the plus side, I did pretty well this semester. Hello to my 2nd upper finally. I need to maintain thissssssss. Oh and, Xinling, I’m sorry. We can all work harder next sem together okay? Trust me, you’re a brilliant lady, smart and awesome. This sem wasn’t the best but we all know you can do it! So don’t give up. Since we’re leaving the following sem, we gotta work hard  next sem, but still have to find time to enjoy ourselves. We’re still young, we must learn to enjoy life if not, when will we? I love you Xinling! Hang in there. I’m always here for you just like how you’ve always been here for me.

This is for you Xinling!

I’m listening to Wham’s Last Christmas.

Weekend has been completely shitty, period and some infection, been in hell load of pain.

BUT, I’m recovering, finally going out tomorrow.

Christmas is coming, my absolute favourite holiday! I finally have an excuse to wear my cute santa earrings again! I still remember what I did during christmas when I was secondary 2. I actually went to buy small candy canes and gave them out with my friends at Tampines Mall to little kids. HAHAHAHAHA.

So anyway, tuesday’s fucking results, I’m dreading it as usual, Wednesday’s christmas party is excitinggggggg! I really really do hope, that christmas will be much better this year.

Starting anew.

Exams are finally over. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Jodie & I took quite a while to fully feel the excitement, but by the time we started to feel it, we got tired. HAHA. Exhausting day.

The gang & I went to Mind Cafe, sat inside for 5 minutes, decided that we were too hungry, headed down to Miss Clarity Cafe for early dinner, then back to Mind Cafe for some Ugly Dolls & Cranium. Woohoooooooo, Ugly Dolls is totally my favourite mindless game.  Hahaha. Some shopping after. I FINALLY GOT MY RED FLORIDA BIRKS! WOOHOOOOOOOOOO.

The kids birks are freaking cute,

More topshop, far east and a long awaited haircut for me! Ohhh, and christmas shopping. Short holidays, just 5 weeks, so I must optimise my time to the fullest! Catch up on Supernatural, Gossip Girl, CSI, movies, woohooooooooooooooooooo.

I got to start on my sketchings again. It’s been too long.

I’m thankful for a chance to start anew, I need it & I’m happy.